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The world was not worthy of them

September 24th, 2007

Hebrews 11:32-40

And what more shall I say? I do not have time to tell about Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, David, Samuel and the prophets, who through faith conquered kingdoms, administered justice, and gained what was promised; who shut the mouths of lions, quenched the fury of the flames, and escaped the edge of the sword; whose weakness was turned to strength; and who became powerful in battle and routed foreign armies. Women received back their dead, raised to life again. Others were tortured and refused to be released, so that they might gain a better resurrection. Some faced jeers and flogging, while still others were chained and put in prison.

They were stoned; they were sawed in two; they were put to death by the sword. They went about in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted and mistreated — the world was not worthy of them. They wandered in deserts and mountains, and in caves and holes in the ground.

These were all commended for their faith, yet none of them received what had been promised. God had planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect.

“The world was not worthy of them.” Wow. What a legacy to leave. Wouldn’t you love that to be said of you? I want that to live a life that would make that same kind of imprint. To do that, though, I know I need to live outside of myself, which is not terribly popular these days. It’s too easy to be self-focused. But in truth, I really don’t have that many needs. Really, I have zero needs.

Philippians 1:21-23

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far…

If I were to die today, that would be the best thing that could happen to me. Knowing that, I just want to live this time here on Earth being God’s servant in whatever way He wants me to. It’d be foolish for me to treasure anything on this Earth more than I treasure God’s approval. Everything else will pass away — the people I impress, the things I accomplish, even my family — but God remains.

I just want to use this time to live for Him in any way. I don’t want to be afraid of what people think about me. I’m more concerned with what God thinks about me. God, would You please use me? Imperfect as I am, please just use me. Let me live a life that gives You glory.

Just reading “the world was not worthy of them” — that hits me so hard. I want that to be said of me. I don’t want to spend my life just trying to fit in with a lost world. I want to be living for God, no matter what the consequences. I honestly don’t think there could ever be a time where I would regret wholly following God.

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Seven weeks away!

September 19th, 2007

I’m only seven weeks away from my scheduled knee surgery. Bright and early November 7th, I go under the knife — or more specifically, the arthroscope — and hopefully that will be the end of any knee problems. The surgeon is pretty confident that this simple procedure will do the trick. It’s kind of exciting!

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Reflecting on the Classic

September 9th, 2007

By the way, the Softball Classic has come and gone. One week ago today, we were hours away from waking up and heading over to Laderman Park for the Ninth Annual Safe At Home Softball Classic.

It was… incredible. The event seems to always be filled with fun, laughter, and things like that, but two things really stood out to me this year.

Number One, I left the park extremely humbled. So many people tirelessly helped us all throughout the day. It was just amazing to see the joy in people’s faces as they were freely giving of their time. The reason I feel so humbled is I know there is no way that we could accomplish this on our own. But what a beautiful thing it is when people just get together and all pitch in for the same thing! Acts 20:35 is so, so true:

…remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’

Number Two, I finally realized what the Classic is all about. Trying to explain the event to someone, I can’t really find the words. I can try to say, “Well, it’s this event where my family softball team plays against other teams, and sometimes Cardinals make it out there.” When I say this, I think it almost sounds a little self-centered, as if I’m telling people, “Hey, come watch me perform!”

A long time ago, Dad started referring to the Softball Classic as a “slice of heaven.” I finally understand what he means by that. Initially when I hear that term, I think that that’s an awfully lofty statement to make about our little silly softball event at a city park. After experiencing this year, though, I can see how that description fits.

There is something in the air on Softball Classic day, and it’s hard to describe it. Maybe that’s why I don’t feel like I’m a great salesman for the Classic, because I feel like you just have to be at the park to “get” what the event is all about. It’s finally becoming clear to me what makes the Classic the Classic. It’s more than the Cardinals, and it’s more than our softball games. There’s something else going on.

Somehow, for that one day a year, Laderman Park becomes a safe area. That’s the best way I can think of explaining it. People feel safe. Not just physically safe, but safe to be… real. I don’t know why it is, but people seem to let their guard down. They’re not afraid to be silly, to smile, to laugh. They just have a good time, and they’re not too busy worrying whether or not what they’re doing is officially cool.

It really must be a tiny glimpse of heaven. Everybody is still unique, is still very much themself. Yet… something is different. People seem to feel free to be real. They don’t sense the need to impress you.

One example that made a tremendous impact on me is “Greg,” this guy we’ve known a long time through playing softball. Around the men’s league, Greg is known to be a real fiery guy — getting in fights, arguing with people, not always the most pleasant person to play against. What’s more is a few weeks ago, he was actually the umpire in a game, and he got into a very heated argument with the other umpire! It’s the first time I ever saw anything like it. (By the way, in a situation like that, who would eject who??)

So Greg isn’t really your most mushy kind of guy. Anyway, as Paul was looking for volunteers to umpire in our first-ever coed softball tournament, Greg was happy to volunteer and even helped recruit other umps. But here’s what happened last Sunday that just floored me.

Greg arrives at Laderman around 2:30 or 3:00. I’m running around, trying to take care of some last-minute video stuff, and I run into him. Right off the bat, he’s really excited about the event, talking about how great it is, and he seems really eager to start umpiring the games.

Fast-forward eight (eight) hours. It’s now 11:15 or so, and the event has just ended. Greg has just finished an afternoon of umpiring games. Pretty much eight straight hours of standing around, umping games! So he comes up to me, and I figure he has got to be beat! In fact, who could blame him if he was even kind of grumpy, eager to get home? Maybe he didn’t realize what he was getting himself into, and he just wanted to get the heck out of the park as soon as it was over.

Well, Greg comes up to me and is as eager and giddy as he was eight hours ago. In fact, he’s even all the more emphatic about how great the event is. One of his highlights was when he got to pelt John with some water balloons. For a 30- or 40-something guy to be really excited about throwing water balloons, you know something is up!

Anyway, I was just thanking him up and down for being such a trouper, for umping those games. But get this — he asks where Dad is, because Greg wants to thank Dad! Now, how does this make sense? How in the world would he feel thankful for this? He just finished eight hours of umpiring without getting a penny! He didn’t even get to see much of Dave McKay’s appearance or of our softball games, as he was on the other fields most of the time, taking care of the tournament.

Yet he walks away from the event as excited and eager as ever! I just couldn’t believe that, after all of that, Greg was walking around the park, looking for Dad, just so he could thank him for all of this.

So that just amazed me. I know it’s got to be a God thing. It’s not us. It’s not the Cardinals. It’s not softball. It must be God just kind of touching the park, making people feel safe there. For that day, you don’t need to keep up any act. The cussin’-and-drinkin’-softball-player front suddenly isn’t as cool as it once was. Nobody is telling Greg, “Hey, listen here. This is a Christian event, so we’re going to have to keep it tame today, okay?” There was no need for that. What we had to offer was more appealing than that.

There are so many other people who, for that day, almost became another person. When I talked to Mark about it, he brought up a great point. It’s not like people are truly acting like different people. They’re being themselves, yet it’s subtracting the fronts that they tend to put on. Greg was still 100% Greg, but it was just Greg minus the tough-guy act. Somehow, he didn’t feel it necessary to bring that with him. And because of that, you would think he had the time of his life… by serving all day.

After witnessing so many “conversions” like that last week, I totally agree with Dad. This must be a small hint of what heaven is like. You are still you, yet without the sin, the insecurities, the peer pressure. You just feel safe to be 100% you.

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Loving the Psalms

September 8th, 2007

Psalm 103:11

For as high as the heavens are above the earth,

so great is his love for those who fear him;

as far as the east is from the west,

so far has he removed our transgressions from us.

That’s a pretty neat thought! It’s amazing what happens once you submit to God. When you revere God, when you obey Him, when you fear Him — not only are you forgiven, but “as far as the east is from the west”? I mean, that’s just incredible…

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